Tuesday, December 4, 2007

CANCELED!!!

I just received a phone call 15 minutes ago from the GKC - the machine is still broken.

My wife will be home from work in 10 minutes. My daughter will be at the bus stop in an hour. And my mother-in-law is waiting to be picked up at the airport.

Optimistic and unaware.

And I have to tell each of them that the treatment will not be happening tomorrow.

I am in shock.

Emotionless.

9 comments:

Michele said...

it's not the timing you wanted, but there is a reason why it didn't happen on the 5th. she will still have the treatment and she will do beautifully. much love to all of you.

dan said...

Ananda Sending you and family a huge hug,. we will dance with our whole hearts,. with and for you this weekend,. each moment is so precious,. breath deep,. we all are with you love Dan.

Kalliope said...

Just wanted to say Michelle is right on, and we know that while it is easy to fall into doubt, this is how it was all meant to happen. Trite? No! Let it all unfold knowing that every second someone in your extended family is praying for you all. Much Much Love, Kisses, and Hugs against Allen's will. dancing with intent to help heal Ananda [in my room regularly].kara

Figure 8 said...

I am in complete total shock about this blog, a friend of mine that lives in tokyo showed me this. I can relate to this, same thing happend to my cousin over the summer.

Hard times for sure. Have faith in what we believe in, the force of energy will always be within.

I would like to donate some money to you and your wife's fund for Ananada.

I'll definetly do whatever I can to help you guys... It may not be lots and lots at times, but man, I just can't let myself see this happening again.

In my prayers, and in my trance.

Much Love,
Brandon "Figure 8" Black


ps. allen, if you want to contact me which I think you should bro. please do so. brandonfigure8black@hotmail.com

Kim said...

Don't know how I stumbled on this. I to am a survivor of an AVM, mine was in my brain and I had surgery by spetzler almost 7 years ago this Jan. I went on to lead a very normal and happy life. I can relate to the headache though! I was in my 20's but had problems undetected as young as 6 years. I now have a family, 2 bio kids and 1 child born in Ethiopia, we are waiting for child #4 to come home from Ethiopia. I will be praying for you guys. It hits home. It really does.

Kim AZ

Kim said...

I forgot to mention, my oldest son is nearly six. You guys hang tough. It was so much easier for me than my parents. IT doesn't matter if you are 6 or 26 moms and dads have to carry that heavy load. Now as a mom I can relate to what my mom had to go through. We had both of our bio kids tested at different times as they exhibited some strange symptoms. They came out clear and they say it cannot be genetic but I still wander. you know. I m a mom I have to do that.

Kim said...

gosh i am sorry one more thing if you have any questions or just want to talk my blog is www.livingloveoutloud.blogspot.com

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